dreamz and reality comes in pairs

2006-04-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

the most natural us..

2006-04-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

kelly&me during our bintan trip

2006-04-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

this was an exciting week for me man.. admitted into ttsh on mon coz suspected to have appendicitis.. had to stay dere for observation for like 3 days la.. i was super bored and e IV drip hurt like hell.. it was even more pain den the pain in my stomach.. couldn't move my right hand coz of it.. even sleeping was a chore.. :( but i was lucky to be in the class A ward.. coz at least it was like a private suite.. quite cool.. and dere was hbo to watch.. marianne and william were grea la., theyh came everyday. all thks to them i dint feel dat bored.. of coz not forgetting my dearest kelly and dionne.. w/o u guys i dun tink i cld stand not being able to eat at all and being alone in e ward.. of coz my classmates were great too! thks for all e msgs.. it really warmed my heart.. i cant wait to get back to class.. i tink dere's alo of stuff for me to catch up... so e doc finally siad it was colic and not appendicitis.. heng man.. dun need op.. if not i'l have a scar la! so ugly.. now i finally back home, of e dreaded drip and i can EAT!! soo happy.. actually i serious dunno wad colic is.. i only know dat it occurs most freq in babies.. so mayb i'm juz a big baby!!

i finally persuaded my mummy to let me go for OEC.. but i cant stay over in ubin coz she'll be like worried.. hopefully my stomach wun act up and i'll be able to do my part in the camp.. i tink its gonna be a great experience for e j1s.. dunno why my nose keeps 'leaking' la.. i tink i caught e flu bug.. no no.. muz be coz i cried today.. 5 times k..

actually it was coz i was watching e last episode of devil beside you.. i tink its like damn touching la.. or mayb i juz needed an outlet to fa xie xing qing so e show was e spark.. but i feel o much better after crying it all out.. i tink i muz be nuts.. =B

2006-04-24T13:39:00.000+08:00

friday was orienteering for j1s.. at e same time jj's 'concert' was showing in e sch hall.. so basically only like 20 j1s turned up.. although some came back after e concert but still it showed dat to them a mere concert was impt den dere responsibility to odac.. haix.. thou orienteering was quite alrite but the j1s had a long lecture by mr lam b'coz of their name tags.. so j1s hurry get ur nametags b4 e next activity!! because of the lecture i was like super late for my dinner with di, kelly and ben.. we had dinner at like 9pm at tiong bahru plaza.. but e steamboat was super good and cheap! haha abt 10 bucks each only.. and roxy is soo adorable! really love her to bits.. although i'm still abit scared of dogs but roxy really helped me to overcome a huge part of it.. coz i juz dun believe she'll hurt me dats why i enjoy e time i spend with her.. i wan a dog too!! someone get it for me!

2006-04-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

hmm for the past week nth much went on.. starting with thurs(13/4), we got back our pw results and i got a freaking 3 la.. damn sianx. but my sch did super badly and an online petition was started.. hmm but like wads e use la.. so i was like in a super bad mood la..
finally sunday came! went out with marianne and william to celebrate her bdae!! it was fun going out with u guys a..anytime spent with you is fun!!first we went to buy slippers at NUM.. i finally bought a super nice pair of havaianas!! like finally la.. haha we were like on an eating spree la.. after damn long we finally decided to eat at kenny rogers! hmm e food was not bad and e deco dere was cool la.. dat stupid william din't wan to tell me whether he had e cam not!!! i was a fool for so long la!! whole day bully me! hmpf!! but i'm taller haha.. :) den it Rained! spoiled my plans of going to esplanade to take pics during sun set.. urgh! in e end we went shopping ard and i finally bought a super comfy and fitting 3 quarts frm zara.. and a super cool tee!! den we went to suntec coz marianne wanted to go to royce to buy chocs for her junior.. me and william had a race to see who found royce first.. in e end my feet hurt like shit coz i was wearing heels la.. den we realised we were in e wrong tower! argh!!! luckily i juz bought the pair of havaianas.. =p finally we got to royce and got e chocs den it was eating time again.. haha.. we went to ben & jerry's.. e ice-cream dere is heaven la.. oh ya on 25th April its FREE cone day frm 12-7pm!! so go down! super late already but still feel abit hungry so we went to NYDC.. miss e food dere.. esp e mudpies and elephancino.. okie finally we had to go back.. but it was a great day! we muz do i more often! =)
monday! back to sch.. talked thru e whole break with sam, discussing bout platonic relatioships.. i believe it exists but she says it doesn't.. hmm.. well.. difference of opinions ba.. anyway its e 2nd ENDURANCE RUN for e j1s.. they ran frm bout 5.30 till 7.30pm.. seems as thou we are mean rite? but we had to do it last yr too! but this time we also ran with them la.. damn tiring..:( juz realised this junior Qihui also goes to serangoon gardens cty club.. haha such a small world..
tuesday! daddy brought us to Jumbo to eat!! super nice.. yum. haha.. =p but i din do any work.. i feel so slack..
today morning was a battle whether to go to sch nt.. but in e end e good side finally won! today was quite a crappy day.. came back and slept.. and now i'm talking to e dumb william.. but i muz admit dats his damn pro in math la! okie.. going to study soon!

2006-04-05T12:21:00.000+08:00

super busy for e past few days..the first and most impt update! Bintan is super fun to relax and chill. was dere over e weekend with kelly and di.. SPA is heaven la.. actually e trip was quite reasonable but coz we went spa dats why we ended up spending close to $600! siao rite? but it was worth it.. so its back to sch again on mon.. anyway wad was the stupid yong ling doing!! holding junyang's hand so tightly and gazing into his eyes!!!! argh! dumb.. anyway on mon our soccer guys played against AJC.. hmm it was 0-0 draw.. quite shocking coz it was like a sure win match.. muz be coz faisal nv play! haha.. okie jia you k!!!! today i din feel like going sch coz i was so tired frm doing all e name tags for e odacers.. it is seriously time and energy consuming la.. (and choo if u're reading this its not ur fault that ur dad din let u come so dun need to feel guilty) first aid!! cant believe we're gonna teach e j1s first aid later. coz we're like not pros too.. haha.. okie i gotta write my stupid econs case study!! my grades suck like hell but i still cant pull my socks up.. haix.. i tink i got an O for math, O for chem and hopefully my econs and bio will pass..

victory over defending champions!!

2006-03-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

hooray!! SAJC soccer guys beat e defending champions MJC 3-2!!! its such a good start!! keep up e good work guys! okie yday we had e orientation for e j1s.. hmm it ran quite smoothly thou some j1s were like err... i shant name names.. but they seriously had no respect for seniors at all la.. but overall they were all quite okie. yups.. we ended super late after lam's debrief.. den e stupid henry still called for ltc meeting and dragged so long dat we had to climb out of sch gate. reached hme like close to 11pm.. so today morning cldn't wake up.. oops.. met sarah at 10.10 and as usual i was late.. haha.. so we climbed into sch.. it was sarah's 1st time.. not bad rite? but i did super badly for chem la.. it was e first paper i got back and it was a freaking O!!! when i studied so hard for it la.. argh!!! so disappointing.. i'm like super upset over it cox i really studied.. sobs...... =( but nvm as kelly said this is a wake up call.. so hopefully for next test i'll do better.. i cant wait for tml nite!! i'll get to see roxy and stay over at kelly's place!! haha.. bintan here we come!

2006-03-28T13:18:00.000+08:00

was super tired yday nite.. so i had a bad headache today and din go to sch.. hmm heard dat we have a new timetable..hopefully its not too sucky.. anyway marianne i finish sch on thurs at 3.45 so we go catch a movie..haha.. i tink i'm dumb la i cant find e sch timetable on the website at all.. hey anyone knows drop me a tag! thks!! yday working with qz.. the customers came in short bursts so i was helping qz with her layout.. not like i'm good at it or wad k! i'm still learning.. made a new fren.. mei ting.. haha din noe she was also frm SA.. surprising.. tells u how much i know bout my sch man.. she's leaving and she has a surprise for her close frens.. okie hope ya finish in time! i shall come back here tonite.. now going for lunch!

2006-03-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

working with jia ling today.. basic grey just came in!! urban couture and blitzen are damn nice la.. oh ya tml's dionne's birthday.. so here goes.. 'happy birthday to u happy birthday to u happy birthday to miss bimbo! happy birthday to u!!' have a great day tml!!! love ya lots.. okie so i had a tough time doin her car.. had to sew so much dat my hands ached like siao..i seriously hate sewing! jl and i were so busy with all thestock taking and stock in.. my lips cracked and bled coz i din't drink water for so long la.. out of a sudden i had a suprised visit frm my parents!! haha.. they were so nice.. they waited for 2 hrs for me to finish work and we went home together.. okie i'm really tired and i'e gotta work tml.. sianx.. and marianne u better not pang seh me tml!! if not i'll kill ya! haha :)

2006-03-24T01:34:00.000+08:00

an interesting mail dat i got today! hear hear all ladies and gentlemen

WORDS WOMEN USE
fine
-this is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up!

5mins
-if she's getting dressed it means 30 mins. but it means 5 more mins for you to watch the game before helping out...

Nothing
-(the most common word used)
-this is the calm before the storm. This means 'something', and you shld be on your toes. Arguments like this usually begin with nothing and end with fine

Go Ahead
-this is a dare. Not permission. Don't do it

Loud sigh
-(its a non-verbal statement but a sound)
-she tinks u're an idiot and wonders why is she wasting her time standing there and arguing with you over 'nothing'

That's okay
-MOST DANGEROUS STATEMENT
-means she wants to tink long and hard before deciding how and when to make you pay for it

Thanks
-a woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say u're welcome

WHATEVER
- a woman's way of saying (*@%# you)

its really true.. it takes a woman to know one.. and i know because....

2006-03-24T01:24:00.000+08:00

finally block test is over!! oh man.. chem was totally screwy and i tink math, econs and bio ain't any better man.. so today was e last paper..BIO.. sickening but at least better den chem.. had to work today.. argh! wished i could juz go out and not have to work for e next few days la.. at first work was quite boring.. until grace and i started scrappong.. i was working on a present for auntie yvonne's bdae.. i followed mich's idea.. thks ger!
but i had lotsa of fun when marianne came.. we went down to look see at flash&splash.. haha.. bought my white denim shorts.. its super hot la.. and i also bought a new bag! super cheap.. only 36 bucks.. i felt so guilty for only shopping 4 myself so i decided to get my sis her long demanded wallet!! she loved it to bits when i showed it to her..
the Finale of today was dat i managed to coerced marianne to scrap something for moi!! whee.. haha.. quoted "its gonna be the 1st and last time i'm doing this so u better take e pics u wan now!" haha.. she said this to william as he was trying to get a pic of her being artsy futsy.. oops i tink the spelling's abit bongus..
oo.. i finally met MEL.. heard soo much but today was e 1st time i've seen her in person.. she's pretty cute.. haha very adorable!! williammm... hmmm.. now i know why.. =p

freak day!

2006-03-20T14:21:00.000+08:00

okie today started off really bad.. 1st i was sleeping with my mum coz my dad ain't home.. i went to bed at 2.30am coz i was surfing.. she had to set e alarm at 4 to wake my grandparents coz they were going to china today.. so e stupid alarm rang at 4 and woke me up.. worse still, even after my mum pressed e button it still rang every like 10 mins.. when it finally shut off my mum was e source of noise pollution.. argh!! sorry mum but i'm really super tired.. so at 5 i cldn't take it and went back to my room.. had to wake up at 6.30am so i only had like 3 hrs of slp..
crap.. today was e first paper.. GP.. i did qn6 on feminism.. i was pretty tired so b4 attempting my AQ for p2 i took a short nap.. luckily i woke up in time to finish e qn.. okie so now i'm in e train and i went to hougang mall to get stuff. the worse part is coming up..
as i walked towards e escalator i saw this guy who was in his mid 20s who kept staring at me.. freaky.. so i walked down e escalator and he followed me!! like wad the hell.. i totally freaked when i reached e 1st floor and i called my dad.. but he wasn't home.. so i walked to macs and sat down.. he stood outside e glass panel and stared at me.. eeeww!! i changed seats to another corner where there was this lady.. but he followed me and stood outside the glass panel and stared again..
i had no choice but to call my mum to pick me up.. she could only pick me at 1pm so i had no choice but to wait an hr.. thk god for e lady.. i sat with her and talked till he finally disappeared.. my mum picked me up and now i'm home.. this really scared me out of my wits.. u might tink its so stupid why get so freaked out.. but his eyes were creepy.. if u were me u wld be freaked out too..
i'm so not gonna go anywhere for this few days other den sch man!! this totally suck.. kelly had a weird encounter like 2 days ago la.. i tink twins experience things together man.. hope this is e 1st and last time!!!!

2006-03-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

hmm supposed to studying for block test but its juz so tough man.. tink this time round i'm really gonna flunk it.. =x basically for this past week i have been trying to study with choo, jessie, weiling and benj.. but somehow my attention span is juz damn short.. i really cant wait for this test to be over!! looking forward to the bintan trip.. its like e first time on a trip w/o any adults so to speak haha.. coz kelly u aint one!! and di i tink i'll most prob be looking after ya instead.. heex.. oh ya i know u're pretty stressed up over studies and work and blah blah blah.. but always remember kelly and i will always be here for ya!! okie i gtg to be soon if not my mummy's gonna nag.. to chris and jl all e best for ur tests too!!! lurve ya guys.. muackz!

finally

2006-03-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

cant remember when was e last time i actually came here to update.. juz went to look thru some stuff and thought back abt the days in cedar when i was still in track.. those were e good memories..although much has happened since then nth is left except those fond memories.. as they say why keep a grudge when u can embrace happiness.. after viewing things frm a different angle i realised dat actually i'm very lucky compared to others.. so this yr i muz pull my socks up and go to sch!! and to 05S65, i haven't been ard much.. but i promise i'll try.. thou only 7 mths is left it'll still make a difference.. esp to sarah, sam, shanie, jes, kai and shawn.. thks for always being dere whenever i juz moody or weird.. its all these little actions dat mean alot.. thks!! hopefully i'll be able to get thru this year and not disappoint kelly.. hopefully we'll have some class outing soon!! cya ppl..

-me-

wakeboarding!!! weehee!!

2005-11-03T15:36:00.000+08:00

woa went wakeboarding today!!! it was so fun!! i cant wait for e next session. but its so super duper ex.. if i dun work cant afford man.. haix.. my life is really packed to e brim each day man.. but its gd cox i lead a fruitful life!! haha.. anyway thks TWIN for introducing wakeboarding into my life!!! i cant imagine life w/o it now.. e adrenaline rushing thru u is really undescribable man.. u gotta try it out urself to noe how it feels!! wished it could be cheaper!! den can go alot alot of times le.. anyway i cant wait for next thurs!! i'll be going iwht elyn and her instructor kenny.. e hot hunk(according to her).. haha i love my TWIN soooo much... of coz not forgetting elyn, dotz, mich, di, marianne and dee!!!! i love ya all.. u guys make life so much more beautiful and e memories i have will nv fade regardless how much time has past.. =) lu5rve ya guys e most!! hope to cya all soon..

2005-11-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

me and my TWIN!! i lur5ve her to bits!! aww....

2005-11-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

me wake boarding!! i can stand!!

2005-11-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

me and kelly's board! chio rite? haha.. i hope to get my PS3 by e end of e yr!!

2005-11-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

wad am i looking at? i look captivated.. =P

2005-11-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

me and mich! wad a nice backgrd and post!!

2005-11-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

e four of us after wakeboarding on the 26th of oct.. smiles

i'm back in sch

2005-10-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

okie.. i seriously cant pon sch anymore.. althought its not the studying dat i cant stand but wadever.. i still have ta go.. but now at least i have nisha who's like hilarious la.. and we realised dat we actually have alot of stuff in common.. haha.. unbelievable rite.. anyway my days are like packed to the brim la.. with sch and den every mon tues and thurs gotta teach tuition at holland.. its like damn far la.. e only gd thing out of it is that i get to go to holland V and eat and girl talk.. haha.. hmm today is another crappy day.. juz finished thinking of all e layouts for dotz mini album.. i hope iot will be very nice when it is finished... oh ya realised i did not blog abt my bnirthday.. haha.. hey kelly!! my twin sister.. thks for that beutiful shadow box.. u're really talented.. i'm so happy that i now have an elder sis and bro-in-law.. yep yep.. to marianne: i love u to bits.. every year w/o fail we'll celebrate our birthdays.. i really hope that our friendship will last forever.. i tink it is a dream that will come true.. Dee!!!!! my girlfren.. it was such an enjoyable day with u and the SR peeps.. anyway guys i absolutely lurved that precious moments figurine.. of coz dotz!! i'm really touched that u remembered my birthday and sent me a card!! not forgetting all those who remembered my birthday.. i'm happy that u guys did.. althou amos and chooqi ur forgot the time and msged me after midnight.. haha.. but its e thought that counts.. lastly, although its tough adapting to sch life again i'll try my best so as not to let my teachers and those who care abt me down. thks to that person who has always been helping me thru my tough times.. everytime i'm not in sch u'll tell me the impt stuff i need to know and remind me abt tests and stuff.. thks for everything.. dun be so shy anymore k!! haha.. muz tag on my board k!! so i know u have read.. =p

finally promos are over

2005-10-14T05:02:00.000+08:00

okie as u can all see i really have not been online for like ages.. anyway i managed to meet up with dotz and elyn for the short period of time dotz came back.. i really ahd alot of fun paying risk with ya guys and clayton.. haha.. cant wait to play again man.. thks so much guys.. i have not enjoyed myself for ages.. okie i officially think that sch sucks.. i jux aint part of sch la.. i dun even noe wads going on in sch.. i'm having so much fun at my work place in plaza sing.. kelly and dionne u guys rock and have brought many smiles and laughter into my world.. but i also love odac!!! yaday i went to sch for odac.. we were doing banner painting and some other stuff.. it was really great juz meeting up wit u guys and crapping around.. oh i got my bio results back yday.. i got a C!! i'm quite happy cox i managed to improve frm an O to a C!! yeah man!!! it shows reading up really helps.. thks ms ng!!!! okie ppl who haven tried wake boarding must really go for it!! its super cool and the adrenaline that pumps thru ur body when ur on the water can not be found in any other sport!!!!! kelly i wanna go wake boarding again!! hurry book k!!! haha.. weiling u are still havin sore throat so u better take care and not eat any fried food and drink more honey!!! okie i gotta run liao.. cya guys!!!!!

its her big day tml!!

2005-09-17T16:09:00.000+08:00

now i'm at kelly's hse!! coz its gonna be her nig day tml..actually today to be exact.. wa we are so tired frm all e preparations and stuff we had to do today.. and we both spent so much dat we exceeded our limits.. haha.. okie so now she's stil doing e last min packing bfore going to bed.. i'm sure it will be a beautiful day tml.. coz god will bless a kind soul like her.. we juz had our mani and pedi today.. damn nice.. and i absolutely adore my bridesmaid dress!! okie i'm going off le.. i'll be in sch on mon hopefully.. *)

Promos

2005-09-15T03:13:00.000+08:00

wa time really flies.. i cant believe dat i have not updated my blog for like 2 mths plus already.. have been really busy with sch work and stuff.. actually sometimes do you feel dat u're all alone although u are surrounded by frends? i do.. somehow or other i juz hate going to sch.. its not really the studying part although it does contribute to it of coz.. now i really gotta pull up my socks and start mugging for promos. even if i miss sch and stuff i muz still work hard and prove to everyone i can do it.. actually jc frens are very superficial, we are together coz we are being put together not coz we actually wan to be together. how many of us really contact our classmates out of sch? zilch.. or mayb some have really forged friendship.. i dunno and i tink i'm starting not to care.. okie enough of all these stuff.. let me talk abt the happy stuff.. my fren kelly is getting married this sat!! lucky her to have found such a great guy.. i'm still waiting for the right one to pop out and fly me away to utopia. i'm gonna be her bridesmaid!! how cool can dat get.. although i haven known her for very long we jux click, some ppl juz have the right kind of chemistry btwn them i huess.. oh ya to dotz and elyn how are things coming along for u guys? i miss ya and really hope to be able to cya soon.. *)

National day

2005-08-11T02:56:00.000+08:00

how time flies man.. my blog is still in e july mode.. haha.. have been too busy to even come online nowdays.. let me talk abt e most recent recent stuff.. on 6 aug i went for island mania(IM), its organised by chooqi's church!!! so we had to form a team of 6, chooqi, lipz, aundrea, kelvin, amos and me.. haha.. we were literally running round e whole of singapore.. i tink i shed quite z few kilos dat day.. we were very surprised to be second!! yippie and we each got a portable vcd/mp3/discman player.. so shiok rite!! so i met quite a lot of nice ppl like grace, adeline, julia, calvin and may ann.. yup yup.. on sunday i went down with some odacers to marina south, the carnival to sell wristbands.. wa working is so not easy la.. den i had to help stock take at made with love from afternoon 4 om till e next morning 9am.. i tink its a miracle we could last so long.. it was a total of 17 hrs.. oh my god!! so now i have to chiong my GP essay which was due on mon and start studying for my tests dat is coming up next wk.. =X

what have i done?

2005-07-27T12:00:00.000+08:00

i'm so screwed up.. what kind of a fren am i to not realise that i ahve neglected my 2 closest friends for so long.. and now i have angered them and hurt them deeply. i know that no words will be able to undo the harm that i have caused. now the only thing i can do is look back and reflect.. they were the true frens who stuck by my side when i hit rock bottom and my emotions were all hay wired.. i can say that without them i will not be the evadne i am today.. i cant express my thanks to them and although i cant expect their forgiveness i can only wish them all the best and hope that time will heal all wounds and there come a day when they feel that i'm worthy to be their fren again.. thanks for everything guys. i'll nv forget the times we shared and the moments we had. takecaire.. i'm juz a screwed up person i dun tink i'm fit to be a fren.. what shld i do now?? i feel lost lost lost. completely lost...

Rapture

2005-07-26T02:44:00.000+08:00

okie a quick update of my life..
on fri..
i went to sch and dere was some bball friendly against e thai sch.. we beat them for e gals and jamie was so pro la!! i guess we won them for e guys team too.. so after dat i was still having abit of gastric.. actually dats jux an excuse to get e green slip.. haha.. so i took some med den decided to go shopping cox haven been shopping for so long.. i can believe i shopped fr 12 till 5 plus.. i jux realised dat actually shopping alone is fun!! but i shant bring my card out anymore. cox i signed like 400 plus dat day. my parents are soo gonna kill me!!!

on sat..
i was very tired so i slept in.. den i went to j8 for awhile with my sis.. poor marianne was abit sick but her s***d mum din let her go.. urgh!! i feel bad for saying her mum but i tink she agrees wif me.. so lincoln accompanied me to rapture instead.. den dat stupid fellow keep dilly-dallying in my hse.. so we were late although we took a cab down.. damn it!! missed e first 3 dances.. but i muz say dat e dance concert was fantastic!! i tink we were all super hooked to e break dance performance.. anyway WELL-DONE SAJC dance society!!!! so me, ames, her fren laura and lincoln took a cab to plaza sing.. we had to call a cab coz it was like damn hard to get a cab dere.. in e cab we realised dat e world is damn small la.. e louis dat laura noes is lincoln's fren too.. haha.. so we met mich and shan i tink at PS.. in e end ames managed to convince me to go down to libertie. cant believe i actually went down!! shocked and stunned.. i saw like a whole lot of ppl dere.. javier and nisha frm my class were dere too!! shocking.. i also saw my junior.. wads e world coming to man sec 3, 4 gals clubbing.. meifeng, trix and joy was dere too!! haha.. den we started dancing and stuff.. at first i din really feel like but after awhile, after a few drinks i started dancing!! haha.. (i bet marianne muz be gaping at the com screen now). dancing really is tiring.. but e dance floor was super crowded, i felt like a packed sardine in dere man.. i met CHRIS!!!! frm rocmoc.. surprise dunno wad for e day.. he was with his army frens.. one of his pals was not bad looking.. haha.. okie so me and chris left at 3 plus.. he was such a gentleman for sending me home.. for some reason or another i jux cldn't fall asleep when i reached home.. i dozed in and out till e next day......

on sun..
i woke up at like 9am.. its a miracle dat i cld crawl out frm bed la.. but no choice had to go to plaza sing to work.. but working dere is fun so i dun mind.. met ser for lunch and bought a new pencil case.. i jux cant resist any chance to shop!! i left early at 6.30 pm coz i was like falling asleep in my seat.. i rushed home to complete my GP essay.. see i'm such a good gal k!! in e end i fell asleep at 12 plus one..

now..
its mon.. and i'm blogging in e sch com again.. every mon u'll see an entry at this time coz we(me, shan, stef) are always poning econs lect.. haha.. so yup.. till then!!! =)

results!!

2005-07-12T02:40:00.000+08:00

argh!!!! i freaking got an F for c maths.. how am i gonna face my parents?? and i can also predict dat my bio will get an F tooo.. sickening.. wished i had studied during e hols now..i feel as thou i haven been online for ages cox i am soo busy.. but yday i really had a great time celebrating long's bdae.. oh ya happy birthday!!! we prepared e food and i cooked k!! miracle man.. den dat stupid lixi keep saying i cant cook!! urgh u better watch out.. haha.. =p den dennis and e rest went crazy preparing water bombs and flour bombs.. it rained so while we were waiting 4 e birthday boy we played mahjong! my fav game in e entire universe!! whee* ehz everyone muz learn how to play k.. den got more mahjong khakiz.. yep yep.. so after e rain stopped we went xiao throwing water bombs.. den long din noe so he threw a water bomb at my belly piercing.. it hurt like shit la.. but it wasnt his fault lar... laterr we played block catching.. it might sound childish but it is really damn fun la.. we cut e cake at huiqi's hse and long looked soo touched.. almost bursting into tears huh.. finally we played truth and dare until 10 plus den we went home.. it ws really a fun and interesting day!! now i'm actualy slacking away.. supposed to have econs lect but i forgot to bring my notes so no pt going huh.. den weishan also pon with me.. haha kkz.. till den..

sunburnt!!!

2005-07-06T03:55:00.000+08:00

oh man.. went sentosa on mon with marianne.. it was super fun la!!! first time i'm juz dere with my gal pal.. jux e 2 of us.. normally will go in a grp one.. hmm so we went dere ard 11 plus.. den we were busy taking pics.. as thou we were models on a photo shoot.. haha.. =p but it was damn fun la.. when we were walking back to our bags we saw jasmine and here fren rena.. den they told me dat s77 were also in sentosa.. i was like hope we dun meet them.. =X so me and marianne went walking frm siloso beach to palawan beach.. on our way dere we saw e billabong shop.. den we went in to try stuff.. it was quite nice.. den uncle david who owns e shop iz really nice.. yup.. so we bought a top each.. we saw alot of skimmers.. they were mostly malays.. yep.. so when we came back frm palawan beach- where we met 2 cute ang-moh kids, bianca and nicoli- i saw amos in e loyfatt shirt den i literally dragged marianne away.. but i tink they saw us cox e stupid chooqi and liping keep shouting my name.. damn embarrassing la.. =( soon it was like 4 plus so me and marianne went to bathe.. wa lao e toilet was super crowded la.. we had to queue for so damn long to bathe inside so we decided to bathe outside instead and go back for a proper shower.. so after dat we left sentosa and went to bugis to meet marianne's klassmates.. at bugis mrt wen i 1st saw them it was abit weird cox i totally din noe 2 of them.. yup.. den after dat cox they are damn crappy and fun to be with it was as thou i knew them for quite long.. haha.. but den melvin had to leave first so only leaving me mari ian and wil.. after collecting marianne's skirt and my shorts we finally decided to go fish and co to eat.. guess wad we saw a guy who had edison's eyes.. damn cute la.. only frm a certain angle.. haha.. yup.. really had a great time on mon.. =) luv ya so much gal.. 4 adding e shine and sparkle to my life.. and ur frens are awesome too!!

*soon i'll post e pics on an online album!!

OVER!!

2005-07-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

finally after tml e common tests will be over!! other den bio SPA on tues.. nth else can spoil my mood man.. anyway today's paper was like shit la.. tink i'm gonna flunk bio big time man.. i jux sat dere and stare at e paper.. i ended up folding paper planes.. haha.. zai rite.. my classmate even better la.. e paper jux start den he slp liao.. super cool la.. how not to fail sia.. anyway our class super muggers maht, josh and shawn.. if they dun do well den who will do well man.. haix.. sianx.. okie nuff bout exams.. today after bio retarded, spastic and me went to brainless' hse.. it was damn fun watching jap drama serials and oohing and ahhing over e cute guys like muchuntuozai and longzexiuming.. they are damn cute la.. really had soo much fun wif e stupid grp.. haha.. tml got chi but who cares la.. dun need study wan.. haha..gonna meet ser tml.. soo long nv see her liao.. den i'll go back SR for PT wif them.. damn coll man!!! oo yeah!!!! but now my poor sis iz having fever den i have to keep putting cold towel on her forehead to keep her temp down....haix soo poor thing.. okie i jux cant wait 4 tml man!!

after such a long while..

2005-06-26T15:48:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!! it has been such a long while since i've been online.. cant believe dat CT is coming so soon.. it is jux another 2 days.. haix.. and i soo haven finish studying yet.. anyway thks to all e ppl who have expressed concern for moi.. i'm okie already!! back to e cheerful and talkative e-vad-ne.. haha.. i sure miss my classmates.. esp weishan.. haha.. i also miss ames and dee!!! i feel so bad dat day cldn't join my rocmoc mates at suntec.. but dun worry i'll go back some day to join ur 4 training k.. yupz.. okie ppl i gtg liao.. i shall update more regularly.. oh ya b4 i forget.. hey dotz!!! u're back.. we muz gather and meet some day k!!! i miss ya soo much..

WHY!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-13T15:02:00.000+08:00

i'm really feeling damn miserable now...urgh!!!!! tell me wad to do God.... its not as though i'm not trying... u guys dno jux how hard and how much effort i have tried... its not as easy as u say change and it can be done.. sometimes when its ur character and it has been for e last 17 yrs do ur really tink its soo easy to change.. but this iz jux me and i'm really trying my best... but if ur still wanna hate me.. i cant do anything.. ur say dat ur dun wan all of us to break down into grps but wad are ur doing urselves.. u ppl are also breaking into grps leaving e rest out of it.. so watcha wan me to say or do.. i dun itnk my opinion really matters anymore.. i'm really feelin damn depressed and down.. cox i feel so lost not knowing wad more i can do to help e situation... i really love odac.. i love e ppl in here.. but if we are gonna end up splitting into grps are we still a team?? united.. i dun tink so.. den is there anymore meaning to odac.. we might as well jux disband it.. i jux hope dat kthis can all be resolved.. mayb its jux me and i shld jux leave and everyone will not feel so awkward and miserable.. wad ya ppl tink???

oh man dere are soo many things to do wif so little time!!

2005-06-06T06:44:00.000+08:00

woo.. juz realised dat i haven been blogging for ages.. cox very long nv go online already.. life has been soo busy for me recently.. sianx.. hmm so basically my life now revolves round sch and odac.. dats all.. i have soo much studying to do.. cox exams are jux round e corner!! urgh!!!! i dun wan to take e exams!!!! anyway my sis is really getting out of hand.. i dunno wad more i can do as an elder sis.. its like she doen't even listen to my mum anymore and has jux pierced another 2 more ear holes w/o permission.. she better stop mixing ard wif e wrong company!! =( okie i'm now trying to cope working part time on some sat and studying.. so peeps can go plaza sing level 4 e shop made wif love to find me k!! haha.. i jux absolutely love dat shop.. haha.. it rocks!! =P so wif dat extra cash i can shop more and start saving up for my trip to paris!!!! yippie!! anyway thks for studying wif me and teaching me maths.. really appreaciate it.. if i do well for my maths i treat u swensens k!! haha.. okie i gtg liao.. cya all!! luv ya.. muackz.. =D

LTC tml

2005-05-20T13:23:00.000+08:00

woo hoo!! LTC is tml.. cool!!!!! lol.. but i jux finished packing my bag.. its soo super heavy la.. tink i'm gonna collapse under e wt soon.. =( and i still haven put in e 2 1.5l bottles!!!! urgh i'm soo gonna be a shortie liao. haha.. ehz tml all put our bags at odac table k!! alrite i muz o slp le.. soo tired.. nitey nitey everyone!!! *)

LTC coming soon!!

2005-05-19T14:40:00.000+08:00

woots!!!! i'm feeling soo happy now.. also dunno why.. tink i'm crazy liao!! haha.. *smiles* hmz actually this wk has been super busy and crazy for me.. yday also reached home at 9 plus den chiong chem while watching CSI ans ALIAS.. haha.. soo stupid rite.. ya den was so tired today la.. oh PT yday was crazy.. den plua my 2.4kmrun and 5 items during PE my muscles now all lembek.. =( have a hard time climbing up down stairs.. hehe.. den today i had my interview... hmmz it was quite okie la.. den they touched on a few pts i already noe but still quite hard to admit.. but i muz admit i'm domineering at times.. esp when got something urgent dat we muz do.. so all my peers pls remind when i'm too overbearing k!! and i really dun mean it.. *grins*=P oh den we went to queensway to shop.. supposed to buy track pants but in e end we bought every other thing other den it.. haha.. o den we all bought e same cap for me jing and cheryl while jas ling and aundrea bought e same cap cox e model 4 e adidas wan out of stock so no choice.. oh cheryl and jing ur shldnt have left soo early cox we bought an orange nike sports bra together.. haha.. =) now i'm like back home.. jux finished piaing zuo wen.. den did e econs mcq test.. got 9/15.. sianz.. =X later still gotta chiong maths tut and econs essay outline.. okie i can only say i lurve odac soo much and i'll nv quit!!!! muackx muacks.. (",)

i'm feeling soo tired!!

2005-05-16T15:16:00.000+08:00

urgh i finally finished my econs and GP essay.. now i'm feeling soo tired.. i liked screwed up big time during work today.. oh mna.. lucky my boss damn nice.. if not i'm really dead.. den come home still got one whole pile of work to do.. e econs essay was so hard to do.. din really quite get e qn.. okie i'm off to bed liao.. too tired.. *yawns.. okie lastly to all my SRfrens.. realli hope to see ur soon.. =) and marianne my bestie.. i luv ya lots!! muackx.. hope to cya real soon.. (",)

i'm back to sch~

2005-05-13T03:16:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. now i'm like in e sch's com lab.. soo bored.. me and shan decided to pon maths lect cox we dinn feel like going.. haha... i tink it happens to everyone quite often rite.. yupyup.. oh i jux saw dee jux now.. haven seen her 4 like 3 days but it seems as thou its a long long time.. started to miss her..yep.. she was soo sweet la.. gave me strepsils and pocky!! although it was bought frm e sch's stall.. hehe.. its e thought dat counts.. =D anyway yday was quite a bad day for odac peeps cox 5 ppl were like 'kicked-out' of odac.. dun be too upset k!!! we'll always remember e times we had.. *smiles* oh ya soon we're gonna go mt ophir!!!! yippie.. its like soo ultra cool la.. (realised i sound like a bimbo.. i'm not one k!!!!) .. yday nite we had like had a mini odac conference online.. haha.. it was pretty fun.. but soo many ppl were toking at one time..quite confusing..den i tink e toilet woman quite lag man!! hhaha.. =X okie dokie i better stop blogging and start preparing for my next lesson.. haven done my econs work yet.. *oops*

recovering...

2005-05-11T06:32:00.000+08:00

this week started of on a bad note.. i felt so ill yday dat i had to take green slip.. thks god govin gave me man.. so i ended up not taking e bio test.. urgh after resting for one whole day my throat still feels terible.. den poor poor me dun have my mummy and daddy by my side.. they are in genting. luckily they coming back today.. hmm so i juz went to e doc.. he tell me to rest more and take cold stuff.. *brrgh* dat means ice cream!! yippie... i jux luv ice cream, cakes and chocs.. *) oh ya i din make it past e SC interview.. but i dun really feel dat upset afterall.. anyway for all my pals out dere who made it past ur betta zheng qi and get past e election k!!! if not i will hump thump ur arh.. oh ya last but not least to all e odac peeps there's a compulsory meeting at B13 at 3pm i tink.. its abt e mt ophir thingy.. but e venue not really confirmed yet.. oh ya check e odac board too for ur interview time and date and 2 notices dat i'm putting up soon!! soo cya peeps in sch tml if i'm well!!! oh ya i almost forgot.. gd luck to all e ruggers who are playing against AC today!! we'll thrash them wun we?? sorrie i cant go down and support.. esp to my angel who's also a rugger!!

2005-05-10T15:26:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. look who we have here man..haha. its my oldest daughter wif her. *ahem.. yup u ppl get e idea.. =D

2005-05-10T15:24:00.000+08:00

this iz almost e whole of j1 odacers.. we jux finished rock climbing.. look how 'cute' we are wif our ice creams!! dun u jux wanna joinn us??

2005-05-10T15:23:00.000+08:00

wad are e guys doing? poor wee keat iz gonna be and 'ice-cream boy' soon.. haha.. =P

2005-05-10T15:22:00.000+08:00

our cool shoes!!!! dun u jux love how this pic looks.. *) we mux have more outings k!!

rOck-cLimbIng....

2005-05-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

today we had rock-climbing at climb adv.. it was our level one course.. hmmz we were all very excited!!! tash brought us dere den he left.. there were 27 of us!!!! we really had a great time dere.. den later we all went to PS to have dinner.. wa abt 22 of us went.. such a big grp!! shows how united odac iz sia.. haha.. we met e s74 peeps at e mrt dere.. they were sitting in a circle toking i tink.. den we met some ppl frm s53 at LJS.. den we saw qiuying and den robin.. oh my god.. saw soo many SA peeps la.. but lastly we saw herng liang they all.. haha.. we were like all sitting outside LJS near e elevator dere.. yup yup.. den cox we were such a big grp we attracted alot of attention.. haha.. cant help it la.. den aundrea was soo lame.. she was saying dat odac iz soo on cox got 'on-drea'.. haha.. rubish la she.. den while we were eating we used jeremy's digicam to take a mini video.. it was soo cool la.. haha.. den finally jessie, yuan ling, wei ling and i went to macs to get e 50cent ice cream.. haha seems very little rite but when u pay for 20 cones it cost 10 bucks k.. lucky i jux got my pay of 60 bucks so its okie can treat them.. haha.. anyway jeremy we are waiting for ur treat k!!! oh ya den herng liang helped us take pics of us holding e ice cream.. but e pic i love e most iz pic of all our shoes!! its like super duper ultra cool.. haha.. i really had fun this odac outing.. cant wait 4 e next one.. hmmz.. mux go plan one soon!!! okie to all odac members i luv ya lots!! muackx.. =P hey if ur read this muz tag k!! so i'll noe k.. *)

OEC

2005-05-04T12:47:00.000+08:00

woa!!! i jux came back frm OEc... it was super tiring man... den my grp, grp3 was damn suay.. 4 ppl out of 6 were injured!!! oh mi god.. dats soo unbelievable man.. but of all of us, darrenn's injury iz e worst.. he cant do PE for 1 whole mth man.. aiyo injured liao.. he still walk ard soo much!! u better take care k.. i jux realised dat i haven been bloggin for soo long cox very busy..=X anyway today was quite tiring.. cox come back frm camp den didnt have 'nuff rest.. wa tink i'm soo gonna collapse soon... den still got e stupid GP presentation and PI to do.. urGh!!! why am i soo busy.. but i cnt wait 4 this fri's rock- climbing!! its gonna be soo fun.. lucky my ankle gettin better liao.. so i tink fri shld be able to rock climb!!! yeah.. =P anyway all those 'pai ka' ppl in Odac take care k!!! and i super luv odac and my klass!!! thks shan 4 always beinmg dere for me.. and all e others like jamie, sam, sarah, jes, qizhu and all e others who have borught joy and much fun to my life in SA!! luv ya peeps alot.. of cox not 4getting my darling dee!! and my bestie marianne!! really miss ya cox its been a long time since i last seen ya.. and lastly all my rocmoc frens in SR i really miss ur!! someday i promise i'll go back to visit ur k! take care until den.. (",)

my angel!!!!

2005-04-19T14:09:00.000+08:00

hmmz.... finally my angel wrote to me!!! almost tot my angel was dead.. actualli i have a slight inkling of who's my angel i tink.. yup yup.. okie i tink my angel iz pretty nice and i tink i'm e fastest to reply e letters in my klass!!!! woo hoo.. haha.. anyway spent almost e whole afternoon doing e odac tags for my frendz.. den had to rush down to e airport to send mel off.. urgh we were late!!! we only saw e back view of her.. damn sad la.. i already miss her soo much.. hope she come back soon.. tink today was e day dee ran e most man.. we had to run like siao jux to catch a glimpse of her.. oh ya hope tml we'll be able to pass thru e endurance run!!! all odac mates muz try ur best and dun give up k!! okie.. i'm like dead tired now.. can u imagine rushin to e airport frm PS den back to PS again.. its insane man.. no wonder now den i reach home.. haix.. my dad iz already soo pissed off with me 4 coming home soo late everyday.. but wad to do.. jc iz like dat wan.. haha.. (actually dats jux an excuse!!) aiyo i jux pasted my tag board but also dno why i cant see anything alto my frendz tag liao.. haix tink i'm a klutz wif all this blogging stuff... i muz keep my blog to e barest min.. dun nedd all those frills and stuff.. haha.. okie muz go eat first!! nitez peeps.. and take care!!! *)

ODAC!!!!

2005-04-18T07:52:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. i tink dat sch iz becoming more fun b'coz of odac.. e ppl in odac are starting to bond.. but den also got ppl quitting.. haix.. if only they could stay den will be more fun liao.. anyway we are going to pulau ubin frm 29 april to 1st may!!!!! i'm sure its gonna be fun fun and more fun.. haha.. *) oh ya cant wait for e morning run tml with all my odac mates... hope dat we wun be late man.. we had e 1st aid session on fri.. it was quite fun and we were grped into diff grps.. but my new grp mem were all very fun.. haha... ehz ppl muz look out for one another during e camp k!!!! yup yup.. okie muz go study liao.. shall blog another day!!! cya peeps!!!! *P

field cooking!!

2005-04-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

yday we had field cooking in e same grp.. it was pretty fun and e guys could cook man!! unbelievable.. haha.. *) e 3 dishes dat my grp came up wif was mee goreng with scrambled egg, friend nuggets and spaghetti.. yup.. hmmz now e drum roll to announce e winner... ta da!! e winner iz us!!!! yeah man.. we were like last 4 orientation but now we're 1st. haha.. such a big leap man.. okie we finished quite late ard 8 plus.. den after dat, me, dee, rongrong, yuan ling, gabriel, amos and yong hwee went to harbour front centre to eat.... e 3 guys were like chao lame.. esp yong hwee.. haha.. all e SJI peeps jux got e same kind of attitude.. yup.. but they were really damn funny.. den we finished eating and went back on NEL.. hmmz din noe dat actuali got soo many peeps take nel too.. had such a fun time yday!!!! okie now i'm like in e sch lib.. this lesson iz supposedly gp but cox our classroom used up by another klass co our teacher ask us come to e lib to 'research' and this iz my research!! haha.. okie signing off now.. =P

ODAC camp.....

2005-04-11T10:34:00.000+08:00

hmmmz had odac camp on fri!!! it was super fun although dee and i went slightly late.. haha.. yup i'm in orientation grp 4 wif Dee!!!!!!! den in my grp was darrenn, amos, andrea, ben, rong, yuan ling and pui... den we had super alot of fun.. hehe.. cant wait for e rock climbing course and field cooking next fri.. *) hmmz tink ODAC will be a damn fun cca with damn fun and cool pEepS in dere.. =P went wif marianne yday to pierce our ear together!! it was e top of e right ear.. haha so cool rite?? haix now very few chance to see marianne.. so i'll treasure all e times we meet.. anyway i shall wish her a advanced happy birthday!!! cox her bdae iz on tues!!!!! i luv ya soo much ger.. take care and hope to cya soon.. =D

2005-04-10T19:59:00.000+08:00

hmmz this was taken on e last day in SRJC.. really miss e times dere!!! aRgH....

2005-04-10T19:57:00.000+08:00

me and my darling deedee...i really cant believe dat we're in e same sch.. hope we'll be sistas forever!!! rem to do a scrapebk 4 me k!!*)

2005-04-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

amelia, dee and me outside cold storage in heartland mall.. its been ages since i've been dere after leaving SR... =(

2005-04-10T19:55:00.000+08:00

at e back iz wei nian and nelson.. frm left to right iz ames, dee and me!!! this was e day we went back to SR

2005-04-07T10:15:00.000+08:00

haix. have been sick for e past 2 days.. din go ta sch.... miss dee and ames soo much!!! my throat iz still sore but i'll be going back to sch tml.. hmmz still confused over wad cca to join... but me and dee will definitely join e same cca!! right gal?? anyway went back to SR on mon... we were really very disappointed.. e atmosphere was totally diff.. we felt so unwanted dere.. esp some of e peeps attitude towards us.. we meant nth but cox we missed ur dats why we wen back.. den i saw rocmoc training and e new bouldering gym.. oh my god i soo miss all of ur!!!! how i wish i could go and join ur.... *sobs.... e only consolation dat i have in SA iz dat my darling dee iz wif me... but we're in diff classes... i quite like my klass its only dat we are atill pretty separated.. we aint united like a klass shld be.. i tink all we need iz time.. anyway we are gonna spend like 1 yr plus together.. yup so learn to love each other classmates!!! okie i shall cya all tml in sch den.. bye!!!! *)

my FRENDZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-30T13:37:00.000+08:00

i jux cant believe all e gd news i heard today.. firstly my dearest dee msged me to tell me dat her appeal to SA was successful!!!! i'm like over e moon.. den another fren elonn also made it in.. i'm like wao..... lastly i managed to tranmsfer frm arts to sci faculty!!! here we come SA sci fac!!!! haha.. i'm like super over e moon now.. if now robin also successfully transfer den its great!!! yup yup.. wad more can i say when i have my sista dee with me.. yup.. but i muz say dat e *ahem 'gang of 5' had an enjoyable time at jacq's hse... her dog trevel (i tink dats how u spell it) iz sooo cute and bouncy.. yep.. its a shetland.. hmmz.. den we like really had alot of fun watching movies and chatting.. but apparently i heard frm them dat i slept like a log and refused to get up.. i ended up sleeping on e couch.. haha.. yep... woo hoo!! cant wait for tml where i'll meet my CG!! hope same CG as jacq.. yup.. den i'll have company.. hehe.. *) okies shall come back another day!!! luv al my sistas and e "gang of 5".... =P

my life.....

2005-03-29T14:58:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!! its been quite some time dat i've not been blogging... cox too lazy to update. haha.. oh ya to my close frendz who noe wads going on in my life.. i'm officially over him!!!!!! cant believe it.. but its true..*) hmmz... okie i've been posted to SAJC!!! its like super duper fun.. although now only induction.. still haven had orientation yet.. yup... oh ya now i'm in my fren, jacq's hse!!!! with darren, darrenn and robin too.. they are like having soo much fun playin the PS2... tink they abit gila.. haha.. esp darren.. he like keep laughing although he lost to robin... wa i muz admit dat PS iz a damn addictive game man... yup.. but tink we are gona have a very super duper ultra fun nite!!!! oh ya hope we can pon sch tml.. den we can watch movies thru out e nite.. haha.. yup yup.. okie i shall go now.. cyaa.. =P SAJC rockX!!!!!!!!!!!

hope dat it'll come true 4 him....

2005-03-21T04:19:00.000+08:00

haix.. jux read his blog.. now feeling abit e sad.. but happy 4 him at e same time.. hope dat he'll manage to be wif e ger he mentioned in his blog.. don't give up kaex!! cox if not u'll nv noe wad its gonna be like wif her by ur side.. yupz... anyway actualli was in a gd mood today.. came to sch to see all my frendz and klass!!! 1S21.. we jux rock kaex.. but den e stupid b***h spoiled our day.. she caught some of my klassmates and i for skipping her lesson.. wad e hell la.. still got e audacity to ask me whether there's a diff btwn rjc students and here.. like duh.. e sch and peeps are nice and coolz.. its jux dat e teacher iz horrible... some i mean.. yupz.. now i'm in e sch lib typing.. also dno wad to say liao.. jux hope to enjoy this last day as an SRJCian wif all my frendz.. to all e SR peeps.. it has been fun and great knowing you guys!!!! take care and all e best.. esp to u.... *)

(Hi dne! deelovesyou*)haha.. this iz typed by e suku suku dee who's next to me now!!!

poStiNg iz gonna be out soOn!!!!

2005-03-20T14:38:00.000+08:00

haix have been slacking e week thru.. din feel like updating e past few days dats y today den update.. hmmz let me see wad i have done for e past wk..cant realli rem abt mon.. but tues i met up wif ser and cy.. supposed to go cycling but in e end we changed our plans & juz went to PS to eat.. met marianne and marilyn and their fren dwayne!!!!! woo hoo sooo long nv see my dear dear marianne liao!!! soo happy dat day.. yippie!! *) wao she very hardworking lei.. have been working 4 e past wk sia... okie den on wed supposed to go out wif my darlings dee, mel and pingz wan.. but den my parents found out abt me belly piercing and din let me go out... ArGh!!!!! on one hand i'm relieved but on e other i realli felt damn guilty 4 disappointing.. if ur ever read dis daddy & mummy i'm realli sooo SORRIE!!!!!! i was like thinking thru e nite.. den thurs they let me go out with chris, nic and valencia.. ehz cosmo5 ur all like disappear man!!!! only left soo few of us... anyway chris has a performance on gd fri.. so cosmo5 try and go k.. contact chris 4 e details.. yep.. oh yup back to wad i did on thurs.. haha side-tracked 4 a while... hmmz we were supposed to watch e movie hostage but den after we went into e theater we looked at e tic and realised dat it was 4 hitch!! alamak e lady at e counter damn blur man.. in e end we managed to change our tic for e 3.40 hostage.. dey decided to go to e adDidAs warehse sale at expo!! it was like freaking crowded man.. saw a jacket and pair of shoe dat i wanted to buy but e queue was soo long i had to ask a kind soul who was standing in front of me to help me buy..we wer like half an hr late for e movie but i muz say dat we reallied enjoyed it!!! cant wait to go out wif cosmo5 again!!!!! hmmz den dno y i suddenly like fri soo depressed so din go out.. den today also nv do much other den goign to pasir ris to collect my stuff frm e kind soul.. yep.. dats it.. dis iz realli 1 long post.. hahaz.. okie cya peeps!!! =P

God will always be with U....

2005-03-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

if u are reading this post.. i hope dat u're not too upset over her.. and hope dat u will be able to start life anew and all e best to ya.. yup.. take care... *)

The greatest regrets in our lives are e risks we did not take. If u tink something will make you happy, GO FOR IT. Remember that we pass this way only once.

Bottom line: Time doesn't wait. If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let the person get away. Don't let fear hold you back. Give it a try else you might regret later.... "No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy"

this is for all the ppl out dere who likes/loves someone but dun dare to express their feelings..its also for couples to let them noe they shld really cherish one another for they are lucky to find their soulmate..

oUtinG!!!!

2005-03-15T13:32:00.000+08:00

i'm soo tired.. jux came home frm an outing wif my p6 frendz.. actualli realli not all gathered cox only me, wen, kay miang and marilyn.. hmmz but den we had soo much fun today.. actualli we spent most of e time talking and catching up on each others life... haha.. *) din noe e world iz actually dat small.. its soo amazing when u go to jc den u realise dat everyone noes one another.. yup yupz.. anewae we were at long john talking and eating b4 walking over to cine and heeren.. saw ser wif her fren xueli at flas and splash!!! soo happi to see her.. haha.. after dat wen left and we went to marche to eat.. yep.. i tink we sat dere for at least 2 to 3 hrs like dat.. jux talking and talking.. so typical of me.. hehe.. =P den we saw our OLN junior pam.. cant realli rem her dat well... ooo ya me and km managed to but e cocktails.. heng man.. almost kana caught la.. e blue lagoon and snowball was nice but i tink e black russian too strong le.. had a ultra fun day!!!! cant wait for e next time we meet.. mux meet up more frequently k!!! luv ya all.....

sEntOsA!!!!

2005-03-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

yday was such a fun day!!! went to sentosa with kel and stanley.. den i made 5 more frendz!!! amanda, cheryl, reagan, alberto and chester.. yup yup they are all damn fun peeps!!! (* haha.... we had such a fun time chatting and tanning in sentosa. and i went biking for a while with cheryl.. e guys played vball e whole day.. they also went in to e water but i couldn't later my piercing kana inflamed.. yep cox e water very dirty u noe.. hehe.. =P ooo.. after sentosa we went marina south for steamboat.. we ate frm 7 till like 11pm... its soo surprising dat we ate so long.. stanley was so crazy.. when e rest were playing pool and in e arcade he started mixing all kinds of stuff into e steamboat.. even papaya and plum flavoured ice popsicle.... yucky!!!! lucky me and cheryl smart 'nuff not to try.. if not confirm stomache.. haha.. in e end we tried getting cabs but all e cabs were hired.. sianz.. no choice gota take e last bus and train till amk den take cab wif amanda... yup.. i was soo tired dat i slept thru almost e whole journey back.. but it was super duper uper fun!!!!! nice meeting all of ya... (",)

TIME

2005-03-05T12:49:00.000+08:00

hmmmz.. have been pondering over many things today.. how can it be dat sumone will be so oblivious to dat person who cares so much abt her and iz willing to do almost everything 4 her(not myself k)? sometimes i really wonder iz dere such a thing as true luv in this world.. i have become such a cynic dat i tink such a thing as true luv iz impossible and will nv happen to me.. yup.. although dere's dat sumone ard me now who makes me feel as though he's e rite gu for me sum of my frendz dun tink so... i dunno whether its jux an infatuation or have i really fallen in L**E with him.. but even if he does noe dat i like him he's not showing it... deres only 2 conclusion, either he doesn't like me or he doesn't wan to show it.. haix.. i feel like i'm such an idiot.. i tink i muz set a new resolution... *to not tink abt him and meet a better guy*

if someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, dont't cry too much... just be glad that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a while.

bottom-line: Time will tell. if he's yours he will surely come back

i'm sooooo sad... totally regret not studying hard enough!!

2005-03-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

got my results yday... den no mood to go online.. haix.. i got 11 for r5.. to some peeps it might be gd but i had realli expected myself to do much better.. but i have only myself to blame cox i din study hard enuff during o levels period.. so hope now can get into a gd jc and work hard dere... too all e peeps dun tink too much and cheer up!!!! to ser, dee, mel, cy and al e rest in SRJC i will really miss ur.. i had fun times dere.. i will carry wif me those unforgettable memories and try and forget all e bad stuf... yup yup.. we all gotta be optimistic ppl.... *) hope dat we'll all still keep in contact even after going to diff jcs.. i wish ur all e best in wad ever ur do.. for those taking A's study hard k!!!!

results!!!

2005-02-28T13:48:00.000+08:00

soo soon our results are gonna be out!! haix.. actualli see all my frendz soo worried i not dat apprehensive liao.. anyway i jux got a navel piercing today!!!! e jewel iz purple in colour.. super nice.. wa hahaa.... went shopping with marianne today.. soo long nv see her liao.. realli missed her.. oh ya she got her navel piercing one week b4 mine.. hehe.. hers iz emerald in colour.. but it relli suits her skin tone.. hope i wun today anything or have any accidents dat will hit my belly if not sure die man.. yup yup.. today realli chao happi.. cox almost e frendz dat i ask to go genting durin e march hols are going so now all we need ta do iz to ask my dad to book e rooms and coach.. yippy!!!! i luv today.. i tink i'm crazii.. but who cares.. haha..*)

2005-02-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

wa look at kok our PTI so gay with guo hua...jkjk.. =X den see gong lei so power hold on to e whole sia.. haha.. (,")

2005-02-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

cosmo 5 at chingay!!!! we totally rock..

2005-02-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

chingay sector 1.10 with our leads aaron and cheryl.. =P

2005-02-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

the whole rocmoc team!!!! wa soo many calluses on our hands since we started climbing.. haha.. but we're enjoying it..=)

2005-02-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

chingay!!! it xuef, aaron and me(frm left)......

roCkcLimbINg!!!

2005-02-24T14:42:00.000+08:00

it was soo fun today!! i was like at e boulderign gym e whole day with dee and my rocmoc mates.. den din noe my klas so on wan man.. almost half e klass decidedto skip lessons cox j wong iz realli horrible man.. they climbed over e back fence.. so zai sia!!!!! peeps u rock man.. haha.. but e most interesting part of today was climbing at yishun safra.... e walls are sooo high.. it was realli overwhelming.. but den me, ser, qilin, nick and dickson managed to climb finish e green route which i tink iz of 5a/b standard.. relatively easy.. but its suach an accomplishment... oh ya its all thks to chris dat we could go climb b'coz he was e only belayer!!!!! he's soo nice.. a big thk you to u frm all of us.. i tink it was realli an enjoyable and memorable experience... haix.. but soon we all gotta separate... i will realli miss rocmoc if i'm not coming back to sr.... to all ya rocmoc peeps i luv ya all!!!!! =P

such a horrible day.. haix....

2005-02-23T15:02:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. i'm posting again.. altough today's bball match was not what i expected it to be but den i muz say we have tried our best... poor nelson his new phone and wallet kana stolen when he playing bball dat time.. if anyone finds it or have seen it pls tell him k!!! thks alot.. anyway today has also been quite a bad day for me.. skipped classes e whole day nv kana caught.. den suay suay after e last period j wong saw me and dee den we had to run like siao man.. den to all those peeps close to me i also dunno whether i realli like him or nort.. i also damn confused myself.. haix.. wad e hell man.. but i tink i shld give up.. it seems so easy to say but its soo hard to do.. i feel like such a b***h man.... haix!!!! tell me wad shld i do???

lessons are soo boring!!!!

2005-02-23T02:37:00.000+08:00

now i'm in sch.. its soo boring man.. lessons are all e way until 4 today.. haix me and dee are gonna pon almost all e lessons again.. haha.. cant wait for sch to end.. cox after sch at 6 we're gonna have bball 2 on 2 com.. although i sux at bball but its jux for e fun of it.. hope me, dee, cy and mal will be able to beat e other teams.. but if we cant den at least we have tried our best.. yup.. hmmz actualli yday i was quite pissed off cox ser told me dat some idiotic peeps tagged sum moronic stuff on her blog.. it said "serene iz a bitch"... dats like soo mean.. wad e hell.. whoever who wrote dat and u noe whu u are u are realli a bitch or bastard!!!!....... =X saw him again today but den i tink he doent realli even noe abt my exsistence...i agree with wad those peeps say in drama serials. 'its not e separation of life and death that iz e hardest to bear but, u standing right in front of e person u luv but he doesnt acknowledges ur presence...*P

chingay!!

2005-02-22T14:35:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. it has been quite long since i'm here.. chingay was soo fun!!! other den the parade itself e street party was also damn cool.. of cox i din go home.. after e party i went with cy and some cosmo 5 peeps and my roc mates.. haha.. den at k-pool i unexpectedly saw some frendz.. den i also saw some other srjcians.. den finally we were soo bored of playing pool and went to watch a movie..cy, malcolm, sam, nick, me and another guy were like debating which show to watch.. haha.. finally they decided on bayside shakedown.. but cox e show was soo long more i fell asleep and din wanna wake up.. but e most hilarious thing iz dat cy, mal and the other guy almost slept thru e whole show.. soo waste $$ man.. haix if only ser was dere den it wud be perfect le!! oh ya 'nuff abt chingay le.. today i'm scoo damn happi for dee!!!! there are 2 more happier ppl in e world coz of wad happened today.. haha.. i wish her all e best with her and her ai ren k!!! luv ya lots.. muackx..=P finally i shall end off with ser dun tink too much k and always be happi!!!!=X

chiNesE neW yr....

2005-02-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. finally this iz my 2nd entry in my blog.. haiz.. juz got it started soo dun expect too much k peeps.. haha.. okie i had quite an enjoyable day today.. played mahjong and won sum money!! yeh.... hehe..=P oh ya cy i have not been thinking soo much abt *ahem* this few days.. haha.. find it such an accomplishment.. oh ya to all e rocmoc peeps out dere i luv ya!!! rocmoc rockz rite.. haha.. okie i shall continue another day bah.. my dad's rushing me.. cya peeps...

bored!!!!

2005-02-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

hmmz... decided to finally get a blog!!! have been asked soo many times by moi frendz y i dun wanna have a blog.. haha.. okie since i have back lagged by soo long.. i tink this iz gonna be one super long posting... yup yup.. currently i'm in like ahemmz.. SRJC.... yup i noe to many it might be like one of e worst jcs in s'pore but e ppl in dere are like realli damn nice.. yup.. i have made many new frendz dere.. like all e cosmo 5 peeps!!!! and not forgetting my klass 1s21.. =P
it has been a realli fun time in sr esp cox of ccas.. i love netball rocmoc and touch rug!!! but i can only take 2 ccas max i tink cox all 3 are very time consuming.. Rocmoc iz realli like chao fun la.. when u climb e walls and u manage to complete it u realli get a sense of satisfaction.. yup yup..i muz realli thk ser and cy for all e encouragement they have given me... of cox dee dee i din forget u.. she's like my partner in all e mischief i get into.. hehe.. okie shall stop here and come back laterrr........